The one thing we always forget to do…

For the longest time I’ve battled against my own mind about the way I look, never entirely sure whether I love or hate what I see when my reflection stares back at me in the mirror.

It has always been a struggle and with so many conflicting opinions coming from both family and friends alike about what they think I look like and whether or not I was pretty or not, made it even harder for me to judge exactly where my own thoughts fit in to all of those.

Why I left and why I’m back?

I posted about my battle with depression, self-image, weight, anxiety and all the scary difficult things in life. I had a youtube channel which I did videos on about body confidence but never actually showing my full body. Because I knew deep down I felt like I didn’t have what it takes to be my boisterous fun loving self on camera, with all my insecurities and flaws on show for the world to see…